Monday, April 13, 2009

Blossoms, IKEA, and Cricut Project

Alright, so a couple things really fast before I forget to blog them.

Trevor and I got a new shelf for our living room. We spent like 3 hours at IKEA walking through the showroom and ended up picking out the stuff we actually bought when we got to the self service part. Totally, NOT how you're supposed to shop at IKEA. We're really happy with our new shelf. Trevor picked out the basket drawers, and I like it a lot. Bad picture, sorry. We also got a smaller computer desk so we have some more space in our living room. Trevor's ginormo TV takes up so much space, that you can't even see any wall space at all. And since getting rid of the TV is completely out of the question (unless I want to see Trevor have a nervous breakdown), we had to decrease the size of our other furniture. No picture, but it's a cool desk.


My sister-in-law, Constance, asked me to help her use my new Cricut to make some words for their entry way. Haha, they crack me up :)

I LOVE spring! The trees in our complex are all blossomy so I took some branches and put them in a vase on my table. I want to get some more before they go away!


Friday, April 03, 2009

Spilling the Beans

Alright, I can't keep it in any longer. I have this crazy desire to just puke out all my thoughts--so here we go.

I have been working out all week.

I know that sounds like a silly thing to want to keep secret, but I just couldn't say it out loud. I've been having such conflicting feelings about working out for SO long, I've just put it off and put it off. And honestly, I just never felt emotionally ready to commit. Whenever I used to think about exercising at the gym or something, I could never imagine myself getting more fit. I WANTED to be more fit, but I just couldn't see it happpening. And I didn't want to fail, and I wanted to focus on other goals. Maybe those sound like excuses to everyone else, but for me, this has been an extremely emotional process.

A couple of weeks ago I was feeling just like I said, like I just wasn't ready to put so much energy into something I couldn't even see myself being successful at, and something I wasn't sure I was wanting for the right reasons. But then 2 weeks ago, something just changed. I'd like to think it was all my mini-prayers I think in my head all the time, haha--for sure. But SOMETHING just made me stop and think--hm, yeah, okay, I can see me succeeding, so maybe I should try. Then VOILA! I saw that Curves was having their annual deal where they waive their $150 start-up fee if you donate a bag of groceries. Seriously, thank heavens! Because I have always hated the gym. I've tried Gold's Gym, local rec centers, the college gym, working out at home... and they all just BOTHER me. Going to the gym is just SO not inviting, and they're mostly full of people who are already fit. My face has and always will go the deepest shade of red you've ever seen when I exercise--it's just a part of me. That's not exactly a welcome fact when you're trying lift 50 pounds less than the guy working out next to you. I tried Curves with my mom when I was about 15 and I really enjoyed the atmosphere, so I decided I should give it a try again.

On Monday I made myself go to get the information I needed to start. I had to just stop thinking about all the details so I could let myself drive there and not turn around. That night when I got home I wrote in my journal about my plan--thinking that writing it down would just help me sort out all the details. My plan is to go right after work Monday through Thursday--that way I don't make it home and change my mind :) So next I wrote my weight loss goal down, and all of a sudden, I just started CRYING! AH! What the crap?! I guess I had a lot of emotion all gummed up inside of me that just needed to come out :S It was weird. I felt happy and scared and yet finally like I had a chance of getting to the physical place I want to be--and thus, in the emotional state that I want to be.

I've been really internal about all of this--which is super odd for me. I always tell Trevor everything I'm doing and most of what I'm thinking. But I didn't even tell him I was going to set things up at Curves. I think it's better for me to be as independent as possible about this. I need to not depend on ANYONE--even Trevor--to keep me motivated. Actually, just from past experience, I think I'd prefer if Trevor didn't really say ANYTHING about me going :) That might sound weird, but I want this to be about me. That's hard to say. But I don't do too many things just about me. I don't want it to be about the way Trevor wants me to be--I need it to only be about the way I want myself to be.

So, this week I met my goal of going every day after work. I know I said I wasn't going to say anything until after a week, and it's only been 4 days. But today I realized that I'd already met my goal for the week, so it would be okay to spill the beans. Haha, I say that like you've all been so anxious to hear a great surprise :) But I mean that it was me who was anxious to spill the beans.

And it has turned out that this week was the worst possible week for me to start. Which actually makes it even cooler that I actually finished! We started the week out with a messy kitchen--which is never a good sign. I usually try to clean it up all the way on the weekend so I don't have as much work to do on the weeknights. But no. I think it was because Trevor was SUPER sick, and I wasn't feeling that well either. Tuesday and Thursday I had relief society stuff, and Trevor worked late practically every day. Hopefully it can only go up-hill from here :) Or at least not down-hill.

I really enjoy the routine they have at Curves. For anyone who doesn't know, they recommend you go 3 times a week for 30 minutes each time. They have their machines set up in a circle, alternating between workout machine and a pad for exercising in place. You spend 30 seconds at each station and make the circuit twice which equals 30 minutes. I love LOVE it because you don't have to sit at one machine and do 50 reps for 10 minutes, and you don't have to run on a treadmill for 30 minutes. The point is to keep your heart rate high enough the whole time and work out your whole body. And FOR SURE it does. I don't think I've EVER been able to work out so much of my body at a time before.

Anyways. So now you know. Seems like working out is something that a lot of people just DO, and they have it engrained into their routine and their minds so it's just normal for them. But not for me, no sir. How do YOU GUYS exercise? How do you find time? How did you come to get used to doing it all the time? Interesting to know...

Thanks for listening :) Feels good to get it out.

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Hm...

Ugh, man, so I want to write about my newest goal, but I'm afraid if I write it to all of you it'll be that much worse if I don't do it--and it's still pretty early to be so excited... I mean, it's only been two days.

But it feels pretty cool to have so much motivation--it's been a while since I WANTED to do it. So. I guess that is all. I'll consider divulging all the details when I make it a week.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Sprouting!

My tree is sprouting! Remember I mentioned that I got a bonzai tree at Red Butte Gardens...well after just 10 days, it's growing its first little sprout! See it? It's that green dot :)

Maybe this is what it's like when your baby grows a tooth... haha :)

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Some things that have happened during the last few weeks:
  • Went on a picnic with my mom and little brother Matt at Red Butte Garden. Finally made use of the awesome weather we WERE having. I hate myself for forgetting to bring the camera :( Made a pact to go again in the REAL spring.
  • Got a mini bonzai tree to plant in a tiny pot for my kitchen :) I hear bonzai trees need much less attention than regular plants...maybe it'll have a chance at survival.
  • Had a craving for VEGETABLES and got a billion pounds at the grocery store. I spent all our grocery money for the week on vegetables...hm...
  • Went to Trevor's brother Brandon's play "Don't Drink the Water" in which he plays the Russian villain. Nice to Brandon acting himself :) Baha! just kidding.
  • My brain changed its thinking and suddenly got really into my book. I've been reading like 3 times as much. Almost done with book 2.
  • I got brave and emailed a link to my blog about my bathroom mirror decorations to the chick who inspired me--she liked it! And put a link of it in her more famous blog--that lots of people see. Eek! Neat that she liked it though.
  • Trevor beat Fable II so now I have my husband back--now instead of wasting time with Fable, he can waste time watching Stargate with me.
  • Which leads me to: Watched a butt-load of Stargate and I'm more hooked than ever. Bah! WHY?!
  • Resisted urges to go to a movie practically every night last week--Now I KNOW for sure I'll get to go to a really good one soon.
  • Trevor discovered frozen yogurt. sigh. I'll never escape frozen dairy products now.
  • Exercised TWICE last week! Yeah, I know... glass half empty, glass half full. Don't rain on my parade.
  • Went to Heidi's (Trevor's mom) ward pot luck dinner/talent show and "treated" the minions (sp? anyone) with my "music".
  • Avoided cleaning the kitchen as much as possible. Ugh. Momentary satisfaction.
  • Trevor's brother Travis and his wife Robyn got a tent--and they bragged all about it--and now I want to go camping! I want to sleep in a bag and be crammed with 5 people in a 2-man tent, and eat camp food, and make a fire. That means I need to acquire a tent, sleeping bag, 3 other people, camp food and supplies. I can make fire already.
  • I've been getting better at getting to work at 8:00 AM. Actually, I went from getting to work at 8:30 to getting to work at 8:10. Almost there.
  • Committed to doing some Easter music thing at church.
  • Purchased "The Business of Being Born" and want to watch it with Robyn and Travis. Can't wait to see another man's reaction :)
  • Dinner at Amber's (Brandon's girlfriend) where Trevor ACTUALLY played games.
  • Dinner at Travis and Robyn's where we made hobo dinners. Yum.

Anywho. I have absolutely no pictures for any of that except the last. Maybe you'll get to see them eventually.

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Growin' Up

Holy Hannah! Look at how big she's getting! Nate and Sarah don't send me pictures often enough, and now she's all big. It's only been a month since the family breakfast, and Bella's changed so much! She looks so much liker he mom too :)

Monday, March 16, 2009

More Cyanide and Happiness

I know this is a lot, but I really LOVE these comics :) They have made my day much better.

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

For Cheering Myself Up: Candyland

Cyanide and Happiness, a daily webcomic
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net

Credit?

Holy mama!

I read this article this morning, and it just makes me feel like we have NO chance. Ugh. I've heard a lot about problems with credit card companies lately, but this just really sinks the boat. That, combined with our bank going under and switching to Chase and changing up a bunch of stuff, and totally getting screwed when we bought cars, just makes me want to never go to another financial institution, EVER.

How to Blow Your Credit Limit -- Without Spending

by Kelli B. GrantThursday, March 12, 2009

If you haven't had the credit limit cut on your credit card recently, count yourself lucky. Risk-averse card issuers are getting slash happy. And while many cardholders gripe that such cuts slice razor-close to their balance amounts, for an unfortunate few the cuts go far deeper: below what they currently owe.

Under different circumstances, David Chaplin-Loebell wouldn't have minded that American Express cut his unlimited credit line to just $5,000. Except that when AmEx reduced his line in October, he had an outstanding balance of $10,000. "I found out by having a business purchase declined," he says. Repeated calls to AmEx failed to yield an answer about why the cut was made. Chaplin-Loebell, who lives in Philadelphia, is now paying the balance under his regular card terms, and presumes the line will free up for new purchases once he's below the limit. "For now, they've essentially frozen the account," he says, leaving him to juggle business expenses on his personal cards. American Express did not respond to requests for comment.

Nasty as it may be, the practice of cutting credit lines below the balance is legal -- at least, for now, says Chi Chi Wu, a staff attorney for the National Consumer Law Center, a consumer advocacy group. Federal Reserve rules requiring lenders to give cardholders 45 days notice before reducing a credit line to the point that it would trigger penalties won't go into effect until July 2010. "[Until] then, there are no federal protections," says Wu.

Congress is also hoping to rein in unscrupulous credit-card practices. In February, Sen. Chris Dodd (D., Conn.), chairman of the U.S. Senate Committee on Banking, Housing and Urban Affairs, reintroduced the Credit CARD Act, which among other things, offers cardholder protections like the ability to pay under the existing terms if an account is closed and requiring issuers to lower penalty rates within six months once a cardholder gets back on track with payments. Earlier this month, the House Committee on Financial Services chairman Barney Frank, announced a series of four hearings that will include discussions about credit card reform.
SmartMoney.com contacted both committees to see if they were aware of issuers' practice of cutting credit lines below balances, and if they planned to address it in upcoming hearings. Neither responded to requests for comment.

The motivation among issuers to make such deep cuts that they plunge below a cardholder's balance amount isn't very clear. Usually, issuers cut credit lines to reduce outstanding liabilities -- they sometimes may even chase the balance on riskier accounts with further limit cuts as cardholders pay down debts, explains Bill Carcache, an analyst with investment bank Fox-Pitt Kelton. But cutting below the balance doesn't reduce an issuer's liability: The cardholder still owes the outstanding debt.

One possibility is that this is yet another attempt by card issuers to get consumers to close their accounts (while bringing in a little fee income in the short term), says Dennis Moroney, research director and senior analyst for consulting firm Tower Group. "I can't rationalize in my mind what other motivation there would be," he says.

Paul Pensabene of Saratoga Springs, N.Y., received a statement from HSBC on Dec. 8 that said he had a $359.99 balance and remaining available credit of $8,640. But when he went online to pay the bill several days later, his online account showed that same balance put him over his newly-reduced credit line of $300. And that didn't include the $35 over-limit fee. Pensabene grappled with customer service until they agreed to remove the fee, and then paid the balance in full. "All I could think was, 'Good lord, what if this is happening to someone that couldn't pay their balance off in one shot?'" he says. "They'd end up in default with these fees piling up."
HSBC declined to comment on individual cardholder accounts. Spokeswoman Cindy Savio says the issuer has tightened its credit standards based on the economy. "As we have previously stated, in an effort to reduce credit risk and refine strategies for our card business, we have tightened credit standards, reduced or canceled higher risk credit lines, and closed a number of inactive accounts," she says.

While the fees, frozen accounts and default interest rates resulting from credit-line cuts can sting your finances, they can do some serious long-term damage to your credit score. Your credit utilization ratio -- the total amount of debt you owe in relation to the amount of credit available to you -- accounts for roughly 30% of your score. A credit line cut has the potential to decrease your score by 50 points or more if you don't have much other available credit, says Craig Watts, spokesman for FICO, the company that calculates and issues the credit score that most lenders use.

Even cuts that are close to the balance have the potential to devastate if they're not caught quickly. Luckily for Carol Gressett of Decatur, Miss., she noticed the reduction in her Discover-branded Sam's Club card limit just days after it happened. The limit was cut to within $100 of her $3,000 balance. The official letter notifying her of the reduction arrived three weeks later. "We could easily have gone over if I hadn't been paying attention," she says.
(A Discover spokesperson says GE Money issues the cards, and so is responsible for managing credit lines. GE Money did not respond to requests for comment.)

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Saturday, March 14, 2009

Mini Shopping Spree

My day started off with driving Trevor to work at 8:15 AM. Yippee, waking up early on my day off :[

But then after I went home and lazed about for a couple hours, I decided I needed to make some good use of my time and get some new shoes. I was MOSTLY prompted by this:



My brown shoes that I got at the DI for a REALLY great steal are finally giving out. So I found these:

And of course I had to get these too:
And then I went to the mall after lunch with Trevor, and I found a few more awesome things at Hot Topic:

Scarf (we'll see if I can actually pull it off)

Close-up of the scarf. I like the pattern.

Earrings and necklace. I've been wanting some like this for a while.


Haha, I saw these when I was with my mom a few weeks ago. The tiny skulls make me laugh :) I'll find the most joy out of wearing them on days I'm supposed to be dressing up at work, knowing that my boss can't see that they're actually skulls. Bwahaha.

I got this necklace to match (since they were having a buy one get one half off sale). I'm totally digging all the pieces except for the brass nuckles... not QUITE sure if that fits me, but oh well. I'll pretend like I don't know it's there and no one else will notice.
I also got two new shirts! I didn't take pictures of them though because shirts look weird when you take pictures of them just lying there.
When Trevor got home from work I gave him the (token) pack of socks I bought for him and he decided he needed something new too, so we went back to Tar-jay and I picked out a new jacket for him. It's something a little out of his usual, but I think it looks AWESOME! Maybe I'll put up some pictures of that later too. We'll see.
I love getting new stuff. I don't love so much seeing all our money go away...oh, but it's mostly worth it.